Saturday, September 8, 2012

Shifting focus

Patience is not my strong point - (so sorry my darling baby girl, you do get that from me!) - and that lack of patience is partially why I haven't updated in a while.  I want to have something to say, something real, something of progress, something interesting!  Of course I also have fallen victim to the busy times of summer; welcome distractions to otherwise being at a standstill.  I've again been thinking about updating a few times in the past few weeks.  But honestly I partly feel we haven't much that is noteworthy, I don't even want to hear myself some days, and certainly don't want this blog to become all boo-hoos and no hip-hip-hurrays!  But for some reason today feels like a blog day. 

I am going to try and shift some focus eventually, especially since there is so little to actively report in our Asherman's situation right now.  In fact I can happily report "tmi" that I am still having periods and there seems to be no outward sign of recurring scar tissue.  I haven't had a lining check in a while, but can only hope it continues to improve.  However, in my anxiety driven world I am increasingly concerned that this fertility struggle will more actively involve my PCOS this time around as well.  Everything previously related to PCOS seems in to be raring up in full force.  On top of the physical symptoms that are just plain annoying, I don't believe I am ovulating which is downright depressing.   So it is off to see the doctor again and get some insight.  I do feel good about being able to continue to see Dr. O - after going through all this Asherman's stuff with him the PCOS things seem minor - but a one stop RE that I can trust is definitely a bonus!

But since I can't do anything else for now, I'm going to take a cue from my own blog title.  After all, our family's evolution is more than just our struggles and what might come.  It is also the day to day joys of having a crazy toddler with my best friend/partner/husband.  So I am going to make an effort to post more of those things as well.